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Noisy Teenager, Dancing Police & Kissing a Mustached Man Dreams
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Activities and questions before the dream:
The dream experience:
Someone not present but who feels like my sister has asked me to babysit her son, who is a teen-ager. I’m in her living room, sitting on a sofa, and I’m calling my friend Valerie (who is Valerie?) because I am feeling concerned about her. She is pregnant, and has been experiencing health issues. As I start to talk with her on the phone, the teen-ager, who feels like my brother, is sitting on the sofa too. He starts to make a lot of loud noise with a noise-maker. I put the phone down, thinking I was fully covering the mouth-piece, but wasn’t. I ask the teen-ager to stop making noise, but he persists. So, then I say something really mean and ugly but I don’t remember what it was. He is shocked and gets up and leaves the room. I get back on the phone and say “Valerie?” There is silence. I say her name 2-3 more times, and I realize she is stunned by my behaviour. I hang up, and I am concerned. I feel ashamed.
When the teenager’s mom comes home, Valerie and her husband come over. Valerie doesn’t say a word to me. She walks around me to get to the boy’s mother. Her husband is cordial and just says, “How are you?” Valerie states to the boy’s mom that she is shocked by my behaviour. She says, “Anthony said Deborah is in a category of her own, and boy, he was right!” I say, “Anthony’s in a category of his own too.” She says, “That’s different.” Like it was a good thing.
We move to the living room and sit. I ask if I can relate the story. I see the boy on the perimeter eating some ice cream. Invite him to join us, and he sits in an armchair.
(That’s when I wake up, literally, and I’m feeling very disturbed about my behaviour in the dream. I continue to resolve the conflict in a sort of waking dream state.)
I begin to tell the story to the mom. When I get to what I said to the boy, I invite him to fill in because I can’t remember my exact words. After he shares my words, I state how I feel my words were inappropriate, and how sorry I am to have behaved that way. I say that if I had acted from my heat center I would have put the phone down, explained I had a need to be on the phone. That I wouldn’t be on for long, and that it was my intention to connect with him just as soon as I was done, and could he please be quiet until then. In essence, asking him to be quiet in a nice way, from a space of love. I expressed how unhappy I was with my previous behaviour, and it was reinforced by Valerie’s silence.
This dream happened later, and may have happened around dawn. I can’t remember.
There is a large platform space that is tilted at an angle. A lot of people are using it as a dance-floor, and it is filled elbow-to-elbow. Someone brings into my consciousness that there is an extraordinarily large number of cops dancing on the dancefloor.
In another scene, there is a man sitting to my right. He has a bit of a connected mustache and beard, and a mop of curly hair, both tannish-golden in color. I reach over and place a very soft, lingering kiss on his lips. Then, I add just a little tongue. He was surprised, and also it got his attention. He stands and embraces me. Then, a suppository drops from my yoni and rolls away. I am embarrassed. I get a broom, and sweep the floor of the unit, looking for it, but don’t find it. It’s nice to clean the floor anyway.
We are in an upstairs unit in a complex of units. The mustached man goes outside on the back lanai where a couple is sharing food. He calls me to join him. I go outside and points on the rising full moon which, if I look between the buildings, I can see is peaking out behind them and some clouds.
I have a sense that we clean the outside, then are cleaning the inside. I go into the kitchen where another couple is eating, and I remove dead flowers from vases. We then intend to go to the dump with our trash. Instead, we visit a health practitioner, and I am on a massage table on my stomach. The golden-hared man is lying on top of my back on his stomach. He is making adjustments to my upper back with his hands, while telling the medicine man that I have body issues.
Noisy Teenager, Dancing Police & Kissing a Mustached Man Dreams Comments
some ideas
First Part:
Your sister-like emotional aspect has a project she is starting, but there are complications. The aspect of you that is doing this is not cool with another aspect of you that may talk in an unconscious way. She would like you to be more like the part of you that can be like Anthony. You are making an effort to bring these aspects together- the fact you’re imperfect, the woman with a emotion-based project to do, as well as her more intellectual, “reasonable” side (masculine).
You are the masculine teenager, you are the one who makes too much noise, the noisemaker. He, being masculine, represents a more intellectual, thinking part of you that I assume was too rambunctious, for others, when you were a teenager. (Or perhaps, your sister was and got put down for it and so you learned by example and repressed it within yourself)
You are the one who told him to shut up, and this part of you left and doesn’t feel welcome.
Valerie recognizes that the child needs to be recognized and respected, probably especially so as she will be a mother. You as a potential mother want him to be heard and respected. He needs to be invited back into the circle and given sweet nurturing and comfort.
Invite him back in, he may have something important to say, your dreammaker seems to think so.
Apologizing to him in your waking dream, would be very helpful in making him feel free to come back to you. What can you do to ask him what he would like to say. This is probably very important to the “health” of your “pregnancy” (project).
Second Dream:
I feel like this man is a guardian. I think this because of his goldenness, he is on your right, because he shows you the moon, and shows you how to clear yourself and takes actions of a healer. Our guides also give us their own attributes as well, so I would imagine that you may have a role as an intuitive(moon) healer.
You have made a call to unite with your healer self, a very strong attempt and now he is starting to notice. You must be healed first though, it is realized. A suppository is a device for transmitting medicine, perhaps you had a call to be a healer but lost it, “let it roll away” and now can’t find it? If it fell from the yoni, perhaps a call to be a healer of women? Is there also perhaps a way that you have not healed your own reproductive system- that you might be embarrassed of?
There are two instances where you see a couple eating together and also he works with you to either show you the moon or to clean. I feel this couple is somehow related to the cause of the illness, but not sure what it means. Are they eating something in particular? What is the emotion between them? Do they need to eat different things?
There is a suggestion in the dead flowers and “the upper back” (heart chakra) that makes me want to say the cause might be related to romance, perhaps a broken heart? And now this is starting to affect your physical body. A cleansing is required obviously. Were you on the UPSTAIRS lanai the whole time, or the whole house? If just upstairs, it may be mostly mental work or spiritual work. He lies upon you on the massage table, do you need to submit to a more practical or intellectual type of healing? Have Anthony lie upon you and see what comes up emotionally for you.