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I am in a home, and I vaguely recall that through some process the devil has made love and created an entity of some kind with a woman who I think is an aspect of mine. The child is not separate, it seems to have just merged with the woman who has a large cloak and maybe a hunchback? The devil is pleased that things have progressed this way, the preparations are complete for his goal. I’m not sure what his goal is but it involves the house shaking and vibrating and large changes.
I feel calm in the dream, though slightly wary of having the devil in my dream and not sure what I am supposed to do. My dream analysis voice is in my dream with me and wonders if this is a powerful shadow self (perhaps my ego in general) that I am integrating it with the light or maybe it's just a super bad sign. Throughout the dream I do feel in control though, it feels like I am the one that is responsible to give the last call that would “rock the house”, he needs my okay. It doesn’t feel like that would be a bad thing, but a renewal, but I am hesitant because I’m not entirely sure what will happen.
I think to myself (might have been in waking up the first time) that this would be a good time to know how to do lucid dreaming.
I go back to the dream again and the house’s living room is larger and filled with church pews, I am still in control and just have to give the okay. When I awake, the line “…And it was all destruction and chaos.” was in my head. I had been typing this on my laptop while sitting in one of the empty church pews.
Other snippet of the night:
I see a grey dog, like the black one that I saw as a child and freaked out cause I though it was a bear. I freak out a bit, this time too ,but I call it a wolf. I am in my screened hut and the dog is coming toward me, not aggressive in any way. However, I am worried that it will try to bite me through the screen. It doesn’t, it just stands there.
I am with Evan, the girl from California, and another guy in my small living space. We desire to be a foursome. Evan and I are together and we start to have sex and I feel bad because it’s nice and I’m supposed to be celibate.
I park my dying car in front of Stone’s car, blocking his way out of a dirt road/alley by my small abode. Luckily my car runs long enough for me to get it out of the way.
The Devil- oh joy! Comments
the devil
I of course headed straight to the dream analysis sites (the aisling site didn't have an entry for the devil) This Quote resonated with me. I do feel like I am rapidly discovering and trying to overcome my shadow aspects, life is pretty intense with all that right now. Don't know how I'm supposed to love him to death though. Don't know what the woman means, don't really want to be having the devil's baby! haha....aaaaagghh!
"(2) The evil connotations of the devil figure may reflect the dreamer's fear of those repressed contents of the unconscious that are, in fact, the very forces that - if mobilized and utilized - could bestow a new and fuller life. What we repress is invariably something that had great value for us but on some occasion in the past gave rise to guilt-feelings or a fear of punishment. It is our fears that invest the unconscious with the fearsome characteristics of a dark underworld inhabited by evil monsters. In reality, the unconscious contains all the energy and wisdom we need for healing and wholeness.
It might be said that our fundamental human task is the conversion of the devil within ourselves, that is, converting negatively charged {dissident, destructive} psychic forces into positively charged {life-enhancing and unifying} powers. But you won't convert the devil with brute force, only with love. The negatively charged psychic forces are the ones you neglect and despise or fear. They become positively charged when you acknowledge them and integrate them into your conscious life.
If we do not recognize the "devil" within ourselves, we shall project him onto others and thereby give more scope for hatred and destruction {the real devil!} in the world."